He's so amazing.

Oh my God Emma, I can't believe you're going to switch schools! You are, right? Also, when people break their bottom, they have this donut-thing you can sit on. I heard about it in like, 7th grade.

Sooo...Graham.

Hahaha I remember sometime in May he added his number to my phone as "Grahamanly". He's a sexy awesome cool amazing...boyfriend. Last night we talked for like an hour and texted for longer than that. He calls me "babe", and "sexy". He hugged me yesterday. He touches me on the back and says, "Take it easy." He sits with me at lunch and break. Today in Study Hall we wrote notes to each other. He looks me in the eyes. He's got the cutest dark blue eyes. When I look at him it's like there's nobody else anywhere at any place at any time.

I haven't been sleeping well the past few nights. But when I wake up it's like I slept forever. It's only been two days...but still.

There's one thing however.

His dad is my track coach.

Gahhh. I don't know if he likes me that much. I'm not the most athletic person ever. I'm okay. But not outstanding.

Also he's 6'1'', or so he claims. I think he's 6 foot. But yeah, he's pretty tall. I'll have to stand on my tiptoes to kiss him.

Yeah, we haven't kissed yet.

So apparently I'm the equivalent of a stud because I'm dating a junior. But still. People in my grade are like, "How's Graham?" and I just smile and say, "He's fantastic." Because he is.

I get this feeling in the pit of my stomach, it's an amazing feeling. Both Charlotte and Brianna say it goes away after a week, but I kind of hope it sticks around. Even if it means I can't eat correctly or sleep for more than a few hours at a time.

He wore my meekakitty glasses.

He thinks they're cool.

He's designing cool cover art for a mix CD he's making for me.

There's also the problem of my seemingly-jealous ex. I don't really care that much, to be completely honest with you. I just wish he would LEAVE ME ALONE. Like today at lunch Graham and I were sitting together and he comes over and he's like, "oh look at the happy couple." That idiot. And anyway, one of my really good friends, Courtney, likes him, but of course, being an idiot he'll never ask her out.

That was nightmarish.

I told him Graham could beat him up. He probably could. Graham's on the skinny side but he's a scrapper. Ahahahaha.

Plus I think he has abs. Further investigation needed, if you know what I'm saying.

He's also an awesome hugger. You need a quality like that in a guy. He spread his arms out yesterday and I hugged him. It was amazing. In front of my whole gym class too. It was sick awesome. He's...gah.

I know I talk about him a lot. But it's just...you know.

Dayum he's smokin'.

As in smoking hot. He would never smoke.

Yeah, he's an obsessive runner. I'm not the best runner, but I'm trying to get in shape for Nordic. I'm going to his race tomorrow. I'll be there anyway, selling popcorn for my fellow freshmen, so it's all good. Maybe he'll kiss me.

Ew he'll be all sweaty.

Still. I've gotten several compliments saying that we look like a cute couple. I'll have to get a picture of the two of us sometime. If we ever get to that point anyway.
Which we might. Should.

:) I'm just so happy right now. Jazz credits herself with setting us up. Which I guess is true. She told him that I liked him. And she was the first person to say that we would be super cute together.

Goddddd. He should be back from cross country practice soon. He will text me and the world will settle into pure, sweet bliss.

- TWJerricaS :)