I'm such a bitch. bitch bitch bitch. You like him and he thinks you're a wannabe bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch. You didn't mean to. But he thinks, oh Jesus. I like Kayla, she's nice. She's a nerdfighter. But he's cute. So cute. And nice and funny and he calls you babe. But she's a good friend. She likes the same things you do. She isn't a..

He's okay. :)

Everything is okay.

Calm down.

Kayla.

She's sooo nice. She likes John Green. Talk to her. Don't. Graham or Kayla. Talk to Kayla, don't be like Kayla. Be nice to Graham. You like Graham. You like Graham! Ahahaha. No laughing. Sorry. Seriously. Talk to Kayla. Don't make fun of Graham. Oh God, you're a bitch. Not a bitch, mislead. Mistakes. You suck. You're okay. he likes you enough to give you a second chance. Take it. He'll be there. He's awesome. He's just, interesting. NEW MESSAGE!!

He's leaving. He's so cute. So nice. So sweet. And clever and funny. We're going to be Sorry, We're Closed together in an a capella band. He's so sweet. I'll be compassionate and considerate to him forever. All of my days. So...amazing. Graham. :)

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Yep. I like this guy. His name is Graham. He runs cross country and is on High Honors. He is a junior, but he's 15 almost 16, so that's not too bad. He's tall and has red hair and he likes to text me and Facebook message me. Sometimes he calls me babe. :) I just, I like him. We have study hall together, and the reason I was freaking out is because he said...

Graham
hey ur different
Jerrica
...
Graham
so do me a favor
Jerrica
A favor? What kinda favor? I have morals, you know. xP
Graham
Then have them. show me more respect that you show me now in study hall. kayla is a nobody so dont be like her
Jerrica
I thought we were just joking around...sorry if I hurt ur feelings or something...
Graham
Thanks. I dont really like kayla, i just dont burn bridges

Then he forgave me and went offline.

Okay well, we have been kind of mean to him, but it was in a joking way, swear to God. He seemed to think it was funny, but he's a guy so, I guess he's not a fantastic emotion-shower. Anyway, Kayla is this really cool girl that's also in my study hall and also a junior. She likes John Green and she's a nerdfighter, and really nice. But there's Graham. And I've known him longer. I've known him for a few years now and just started liking him. I just met Kayla and became friends with her this year. But, I don't know, he doesn't like her but she sits next to him and they all do homework together.

So we've been teasing him and I've had fun, but he said that he doesn't like that so...

He's writing a song for me.

And making me a mix CD.

And we've been joking that we're going to start an a capella group called Sorry, We're Closed.

And he's a drummer in this band called Iron Blue something or other, from some Metallica thing, but I think his band should be called Sold Out.

He's got red hair, though he claims it to be strawberry blonde.

Jazz thinks he's weird.

Idk though, he's just so, original. He's not a wannabe, or immature. He's refreshing. He's expressive and unique.

I like the feeling right now, just, of having a crush on someone. It feels new and pretty.

Also, I've been running, trying to get back into the habit. Not on the treadmill though. On good, solid pavement. It's been leaving my legs pretty sore, but I need to get strong for Nordic, that's a definite.

Well yeah. That's me.

I hope he texts me later...Glee's on tonight. :)

- TWJerricaS